You are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy.
I just sat and picked out a splinter in grandpa’s hand for 30 minutes with a sewing needle. The things I do for family.
i finally got words out! progress.
He either said: “I want a beer.” Or “I want to meet her.” Bother options are rather frightening because if he wants a beer, That means he’s staying for awhile and I’ll be hiding out here longer. On the other hand, if he wants to meet me, that means I will be able to hide here no longer. Like a bear in a dark cave, he will be able to smell me out.
Why do I have to be so thoroughly afraid of everything. Stop overthinking. Stop overthinking. Breathe in, breathe out kind of stuff.